Phone Photo =)

Just housekeeping my phone's photo and found many nice photos which I don't remember that there are exist in my phone. Going to upload the ones that I really like a lot. =) Enjoy^^

Really love it so much!! ^^

trip to KL

When the 2 of us arrived in LCCT ^^

Just back from my happiest holiday on saturday. I really did enjoyed my holiday and having lots of fun. Went to many places, bought lots of things and of course eat damn much! And met lots of new friends. haha. Not going to upload photo as all the photos are already in the Facebook.

Meet with all the college's senior and friends, thanks to all of them willing to spend their time for meeting us. Really touched and appreciate what they did. And also thanks to the guys who picked and send us to the airport. =)

Now back to office and work, really not used to the life here but missing the life over there. Keep thinking what's the life that I want! But reality and wants are normally opposite. So not to complain but enjoy. Totally no mood to work anymore, feel like going to back to student's life. Can I? Haha.

birthday post

A little update will be done. =)

I'm now 21 years old which also means that I'm totally an adult? Haha. Had a great day with the best friends and pretty babes. We did some embarrassing things which really make me shy and embarrassed but of course I'm happy and really enjoyed. Celebrating with the babes at a place which I never thought I will celebrated it there, Mr. Danny's house. Btw, thanks to Mr. Danny for providing us a place to cut cake.

For the dinner, went to KL which the guys love the most. I never thought that the guys will remember my birthday but they really do remember. I really do appreciate what they did for me, will never forget all of you! But as usual, we did some embarrassing things. They sang birthday song so loud at KL and there were so many people having dinner there. Thanks guys for making me happy, embarrassing and enjoyed!

The other embarrassing one is after my birthday but related to it. Some of the guys which I normally work with, sang a very loud birthday song for me which is in others office. Was very happy but really shy at that time cause they really shocked but thanks guys for remembering. Really glad to know and work with you guys. HAHA!

I had a memorable birthday this year cause of all the embarrassing things but also felt happy for that and I got 3 birthday cakes! wahaha. The most birthday cakes in my life. =) Hugs for all the people!

heart breaks

Hmmm.. How am I going to start my post today? My mood now is same as the weather outside. The sky outside is dark and going to rain soon. I don't think the weather did affect my mood, the reason is that I just know something that I don't want to know.

For me, I really wanted to finish it but reality stop me from finishing it. But I never stop searching ways to finish it. Finally, I get some news and know that I might can finish it. Felt so happy that time when I get the news. But I know that there's some probability the news is fake so I asked for help to make sure it's real.

I got the news just now and it's a bad news. The program is stop and it also stop me from thinking about it. I felt sad cause I really wanted so badly. So just let be? Nah, I won't but will keep finding ways to let me accomplish the dream that I wanted. =)

Just because of misunderstanding =(

It's almost 3 months that I left this blog alone and I'm wondering if there's someone reading it! Haha. Just wanted to throw all my stress and unhappiness here as fb is open to everyone so I don't anymore misunderstanding with my status that I posted.

There are so many things that really make me stress and fed up and I really don't know when I can stand until so just wait and see. I'm so tired and feel so frustrated. Just wanted to tell the people around me "if I did something or say something that make you mad, just ignore me cause I'm just nobody." I'm so scare that the people that I think it's important to me will leave me one by one cause of misunderstanding. It's enough already cause I really appreciate to have friends with me.

I love laughing, joking and playing with everyone but please don't because of a little misunderstanding then mad at me. Just tell or inform me when I really did something wrong, I will just walk away from you and let you have a better life without me if you really wanted me to do so. I'm not emo but stress and sad =( I'm don't want people that I think is important being hurt by me. Please...

OMG!! can't wait..

Today is already 1year and 1day since the four of us last met. Omg! I really can't wait for the day the four of us meet. It's about 1 month plus to go.. But for sure when we meet, we can sure talking and gossiping non-stop. Guairens, I miss you all <3 Come back faster, I'm alone in Brunei now..... =D

端午节快乐 =)

Went to the beach just now..
In K.B., when dumpling festival, there are so many people at the beach
but I never tried to go beach during dumpling fest
it was fun =D

Beautiful sunset ^^

Lastly, wish Guairens and all my dear friends...
端午节快乐 =)