birthday post

A little update will be done. =)

I'm now 21 years old which also means that I'm totally an adult? Haha. Had a great day with the best friends and pretty babes. We did some embarrassing things which really make me shy and embarrassed but of course I'm happy and really enjoyed. Celebrating with the babes at a place which I never thought I will celebrated it there, Mr. Danny's house. Btw, thanks to Mr. Danny for providing us a place to cut cake.

For the dinner, went to KL which the guys love the most. I never thought that the guys will remember my birthday but they really do remember. I really do appreciate what they did for me, will never forget all of you! But as usual, we did some embarrassing things. They sang birthday song so loud at KL and there were so many people having dinner there. Thanks guys for making me happy, embarrassing and enjoyed!

The other embarrassing one is after my birthday but related to it. Some of the guys which I normally work with, sang a very loud birthday song for me which is in others office. Was very happy but really shy at that time cause they really shocked but thanks guys for remembering. Really glad to know and work with you guys. HAHA!

I had a memorable birthday this year cause of all the embarrassing things but also felt happy for that and I got 3 birthday cakes! wahaha. The most birthday cakes in my life. =) Hugs for all the people!

heart breaks

Hmmm.. How am I going to start my post today? My mood now is same as the weather outside. The sky outside is dark and going to rain soon. I don't think the weather did affect my mood, the reason is that I just know something that I don't want to know.

For me, I really wanted to finish it but reality stop me from finishing it. But I never stop searching ways to finish it. Finally, I get some news and know that I might can finish it. Felt so happy that time when I get the news. But I know that there's some probability the news is fake so I asked for help to make sure it's real.

I got the news just now and it's a bad news. The program is stop and it also stop me from thinking about it. I felt sad cause I really wanted so badly. So just let be? Nah, I won't but will keep finding ways to let me accomplish the dream that I wanted. =)