I miss Guairens!!

i hv nth 2 do so dcide 2 create a blog. at least hv sumthin 2 do. hehe. dis afternoon when i cum bak from skul i saw ah hwa's comment. she wrote sumthing n make my tears fall. she say dat i'm noisy but nw she wish dat i'm oways noisy. hai~ how cum? me myself oso dono. jus feel lyk missing hwa n yen so so so much. n oso da tym we spent 2gether. i'm reali regret 2 study in ucs. dono y i wil choose a place wid such a low standard n oso students wid low quality, even tough i'm nt a reali gd students. hehe. i'm reali suffering, havin lots of stress. dono wher the stress cum from n oso dono wat stress is it. jus wish 2 go bak n leave dis stupid place. da ppl here so strange, i noe a gal cum from miri de. she's reali lyk a small kids. when i noe her, den i start thinkin, how cum der a "small kids" in college. den aynthing i say, she's hurt by me. but i tink 4 most of the ppl, no 1 wil b hurt if i say lyk dat. hai~~ make me feel stress n uncomfortable when talkin 2 her. i hav 2 talk carefully, if n later she wil say i hurt her o jus cry der. wtf!! when i start to noe many ppl den da problems n troubles cum. der's no 1 day me n yue r reali hapi when we r here. if we r hapi den da nx min wil hv sumthing happen. jus bad thing la... hai~~ brunei, guairens, daddy, mummy, mei mei, didi, my bed.... i miss u guys~!!!