today :D

Today I woke up very early because I went to help my cousin. After that, he brought me to a lunch then brought me back hostel. Yue and I actually wanted to go bank and get some money but because of some problem we did not take money. We went to Parkson, ate many things at KFC. We jog for many days but because of the KFC, waste the time we went to jog. Have to do more exercise to overcome the KFC we ate just now. Then, song's cola accidentally drop and it splash on my jeans. It was very funny because side of my jeans was wet. We went to the arcade at sing kwong. I and yue persuade the others to play the initial D racing car with us. It was fun because long time did not play till so enjoy. We play for so many times until all of us were sweating. It was really fun and all of us were laughing and shouting. I think since I come back here, today can be counted as the happiest day. Even tough I am really tired for many days but when say about play I will be very excited. Yue ate a jelly just now, she stand behind me. The jelly fell on my shirt. How unlucky am I? Both my jeans and clothes got food and drinks drop on them. I know it was just an accident. My shoulders are very pain, feel like it will break very soon. But I think tonight I will still sleep late. I am now alone at the hostel, don't know where yue go. I was playing red alert just now, I did not play for such a long time. So, it was quite happy when I know my friend has this game. Tomorrow we are going to play badminton, hope that tomorrow will be a nice day. Thanks to Zing Seng, he brought me out today. Nice day to everyone. Just now I receive a chocolate from my little angel. I have a little angel but I don't know who he or she is. I am so happy. Thanks to my little angel.

life!!!

I'm exhausted! I feel like there's no one I can trust beside yue when I'm here. If I was having bad mood, I would choose not to let anyone know. Even tough I have a cousin here but when I was at his house, he would put his anger on me. Let me feel like there was no place that I can stay when I need a break. I found a really cruel thing, it is when someone needs your help or when they have nothing to do, it is the only time they will look for you. I really hate this kind of feeling cause I choose to trust everyone but what I got return is something like when they wanted to find me then only they will talk to me. But when I was alone, there were no one with me. I treat everyone good, what I have, I will share. Will think of them when I went shopping or whenever I saw something that I think suits them I will buy it. I will choose to be happy in front of everyone because I don't want my friends to think that I'm always moody. That's all. Doesn't mean that I'm really happy; just want to see everyone is laughing when I'm talking or when they are playing with me. Another thing is I hate people saying back the things that I had done before. I done it before is just my thinking not mature enough, doesn't means that I'm still like before. I have changed! But no ones notice about it, people will just remember the things that I had done before and keep on saying about it. Not really keep on saying but when someone says about it, I will really feel sad. I know I should not do that but everyone is learning and growing up while they do something wrong. I had learned my lesson but seems like it is nothing for everyone. Cruel world! Hate this place a lot; it gave me a lot of sad and unhappy memories. Make me miss my schoolmates and the memories we had before. Good luck guys, I know you guys maybe will also face the same problem as me. But we have to be tougher while we are studying in college and university. Hope that we can meet as soon as possible. I know I'm just a clown in front of you guys; you guys are the best for me. I found out something, it is hard for us to make a friend that you can share your entire secret when in college or university. Maybe the best time for us to make best friend that can share secret only when in primary or secondary school.

always beside me!!!

i wanted to dedicate this song to the "guairens". Thanks for being with me whenever i need you girls. thanks a lot.

going back soon... :(

i spent the whole day playing at ruey hwa's house. i went there in the early morning. both of us spent the whole day don't know doing what. just play and watching some movies. both of us spent a lot of time learn to use the photoshop to edit photo. it's quite fun cause can learn more things. we also got take photo just now. hehe. we use a new method to take photo, it's nt buy using camera and phone. we use my laptop to take photo. very fun when taking photo. we make many funny faces, some of the photos are quite funny. today is the last day of the holiday i went to her house and play, because i am going back tomorrow. sigh~!! haha. it's ok because i will be back soon. don't know how's my life there... happy? unhappy? stressful? don't know~!!!

it's complicated!!!

jus nw watch da chao ji xing guang da dao. hehe. i watch da episod dat my laogong-xu wen jie being kick out of da competition le. sigh sigh~!! i so sad when c he lose even tough i noe da results earlier le. i was so down when watchin den gt c*y. wahaha. den yue msg me n tel me dat i pass all subject. actuali i was reali down but when hear da news dat i pass, i'm reali hapi. but ah, when feel lyk wanna go bak, i don hv mood le. feel lyk goin bak wil onli sad n unhapi nia. hai~~ i'm reali crazy over da xing guang bang!!!! hope dat when i go bak wont hv stupid things happen. plssssss

i'm crazy... can anyone help me??

crazy!!! crazy abt xing guang bang. wahaha. dono y after i watch dat competition, i cant stop watchin it. it's reali nice. dono how 2 say. even tough some of u wont agree wid me but i stil tink dat it is reali nice. hehe. lyk i'm takin drug, cant pull myself out. hehe. siao po ah me. how cum ah? den i'm fallin in love wid 1 of dem. wahaha. but ah hwa n yue say he's nt yentao. i oso dono y. when c him, i wil b veli hapi. i noe he's nt yentao but when he sings, he gt a veli special de mei li. he gt a lil shy shy de. hehe. i lyk dis kind of guy!!! wahaha. falling in love...我爱的人，不是爱我的人

i saw a mouse jus nw... omg!!! nitemare..... say NO 2 mouse. wahaha

xing guang bang!

dis few days i din on9 cos da line here TOO gd le. hehe. lousy til dono wat 2 say ah. but, i do many things dis few days. i watch da chao ji xing guang da dao. it's reali cool ah. reali reali nice n oso veli de gan dong. da participants r reali reali lihai, da voice, da style dey sing n oso da technic. i reali lyk dem. i waste a lots of tears while watchin cos once der's someone leavin den dey wil cry n oso me. hehe. lyk i'm oso 1 of dem. i njoyin when listenin 2 dem. it's reali nice. der r oso some yentao guy. hehe. i lyk dem so much ah. when dey r singin, omg!! being attracted by dem. i wil support dem oways de. heheh. jia you!!

go watch chao ji xing guang da dao!! it's reali nice...