crazy kids!!!

Last night I drank some beer with some friends. We were singing and playing the whole night. I was drunk last night, felt a little dizzy. This was the 1st time I drunk maybe is because I was having stress. We sang the whole night. My friends saw me drunk then they wanted to let me had rest so they decide to go back.

One of them saw something that was fun. The whole area nearby our hostel was covered with fog. I never saw such thing in Sibu but only in Genting Highland. Then we decided to go down and had a look. Wow!! The weather is so nice and I think the temperature was only around 20 Degree Celsius.

It was so cold. All of us were hungry after we done lots of crazy thing. We went back to the hostel and find some foods to eat. We ate some bread and had a drink. We brought the bread and jam down to the hostel car park for a midnight picnic. Even though we were bitten by mosquito but we were enjoying ourselves. We went to our college compound and sat on the staircase. We talked for quite a long time. This is a good experience for me. I love this kind of live. Doing crazy things…

what shud i do?

I didn't post my blog since thousand years ago. I’m exhausted. Nowadays so many things happened and I can’t even have a breath. I had no idea how to do my assignments, had something happened among friends, don’t know what’s the point that I study. The thing that I angry the most is myself! I asked my dad to send me money last week because I had no enough money but I don’t wanted to let my mum know. She knew what had I done; she told my cousin that I spent a lot. The reason why I used so much is because Chinese New Year is coming soon so I bought some clothes. This bad news make me no mood and felt guilty to what had I done. Please let me have a happy Chinese new year because I don’t want to have a bad mood during that time. I’m going back to Brunei and will meet some of my friends in form 5. I hope that we will have a good time and let me stop thinking those unhappy things.

my mood!!!

I had enjoyed since last Thursday, keep on playing and having fun. I went to karaoke and sing, shopping and buy my new year clothes and ate many delicious foods. Everyday played till very tired, not enough sleep for many days. But I’m still very happy because had a better relationship with all my hostel friends. I spent lots of money for buying clothes.

Just now I went to ride bicycle and suddenly I became moody. I don’t know what the reason is. Maybe is because worried about my assignments. Then I found that it’s hard to have a good relationship with everyone. I feel very annoying when I heard that someone don’t like someone. What happened to everyone? Why will this happened?

Important words to me...

Just now I went out for a dinner. It’s a farewell party for 1 of our lecturer. He’s leaving our college soon. He told us many things that we need to know. He’s passing us his knowledge, not only on our studies but also told us how to think the right way. He let me know that there are many solving methods for all the problems. I met some problems for my assignments but after listening to his words, I felt happy.

He shares lots of his experience with us. He told us the right way to study and also how the lecturers set questions for our exam. I still remember the first time we met him; we hate and dislike him so much. But now I’m sad because a good lecturer is leaving us. I felt sorry to him because I didn’t study hard for his subject.

He said: “Don’t think of competing with the others, the person that you need to win is yourself. Once you think that you had tried your best, it’s enough!”

I will remember what he told me and changed.

1) There is no point to compete with others.
2) Try my best in everything.
3) Spent more time on studies.
4) Change my bad attitude.
5) Ask questions when I don’t know.
6) Be optimistic.