i'm crazy... can anyone help me??

crazy!!! crazy abt xing guang bang. wahaha. dono y after i watch dat competition, i cant stop watchin it. it's reali nice. dono how 2 say. even tough some of u wont agree wid me but i stil tink dat it is reali nice. hehe. lyk i'm takin drug, cant pull myself out. hehe. siao po ah me. how cum ah? den i'm fallin in love wid 1 of dem. wahaha. but ah hwa n yue say he's nt yentao. i oso dono y. when c him, i wil b veli hapi. i noe he's nt yentao but when he sings, he gt a veli special de mei li. he gt a lil shy shy de. hehe. i lyk dis kind of guy!!! wahaha. falling in love...我爱的人，不是爱我的人

i saw a mouse jus nw... omg!!! nitemare..... say NO 2 mouse. wahaha

xing guang bang!

dis few days i din on9 cos da line here TOO gd le. hehe. lousy til dono wat 2 say ah. but, i do many things dis few days. i watch da chao ji xing guang da dao. it's reali cool ah. reali reali nice n oso veli de gan dong. da participants r reali reali lihai, da voice, da style dey sing n oso da technic. i reali lyk dem. i waste a lots of tears while watchin cos once der's someone leavin den dey wil cry n oso me. hehe. lyk i'm oso 1 of dem. i njoyin when listenin 2 dem. it's reali nice. der r oso some yentao guy. hehe. i lyk dem so much ah. when dey r singin, omg!! being attracted by dem. i wil support dem oways de. heheh. jia you!!

go watch chao ji xing guang da dao!! it's reali nice...

tired... hapi... njoy...

Tired… avday hv 2 fetch mama, didi n mei mei. But I’m hapi cos I can help my mama, she wont b so tired. Let mei mei no need go bak by bus. I reali njoy drivin but when hv traffic jam den it reali need a lot of focus. 2day I go many places shoppin wid ah hwa n yue. I went bak 2 my “lovely” skul. Wahaha. Go eat breakfast, gt drumstick. Wow!!! Delicious.. n I oso drink fruit tea, long tym din drink le. Our skul n oso da students der r reali different eh. Da skul is nt da skul dat I studied b4 le. All change… we went 2 arcade n play. Play bball n oso da dancing machine. Play till we veli tired, shou ruan jiao ruan. Wahaha. N oso sing in da k-box. Wahaha. Veli de hapi, siao siao de us. Hehe. We veli unlucky ah, wanna take lunch oso no place 2 eat. At last, we went 2 mall food court n take our lunch, butter chicken. My sis bought a ps 2. I can play oways le. But hv 2 curi curi de play cos my mama does nt noe abt it. Finally, nw I can on9 le, but no 1 2 chat de. Sienz ah. Ah hwa, yue~~~~ wher r u gals?????

water n rain~!!

2day whole day I stick wid rain o water. So soi n oso quite funny. Haha. Dis mornin I wake up early n help my biao sao. When we r goin 2 leave da factory, I went 2 wash hand cos I wanna pack my things le. Den suddenly da tap putus, den da water keep on flowin. I try 2 fixed it but I cant so I asked 4 help. At dat tym onli me n my biao sao at da factory, but both of us dono how 2 fixes den I try 2 fixed myself lo. While fixing, hehe… all da water splash on me. I’m almost all wet. Cos when u fixed, da water wil simply splash on u. den after a while, hehe!!! I’m so lihai, I fixed it. Wahaha. I can b da ppl dat fined da tap. Hehe. Here rainin da whole afternoon til nite.

I put 1 fren aeroplane, actuali I’m goin bak 2 miri wid him de but who noes my biao ge ask me 2 stay bak 1 more day 2 accompany my biao sao, I cant reject. Den I so paiseh dat I put him aeroplane. Hehe. He’s such a nice guy, he din ngry at me eh. So tomoro he wil folo his fren bak. I’m so nei jiu ah. I’m da 1 ask him 2 accompany me go bak de but I’m oso da 1 put him aeroplane. Hehe.

Nite tym me n my biao sao went 2 pasar malam n buy things 2 eat but it’s rainin heavily. But at last we stil go when da rain is smaller. Siao po(S) hehe. Buy so so so many foods ah, eat til both of us full til cant move le. Hehe.

forgive???

Dis afternoon I gt on9 4 a while 2 check comments den I saw da “mouse” on9. but I din care la. Den after a while cindy find me chat. Den at dat conversation gt da mouse too. I din close dat window, I’m curious how cum cindy add me in da conversation. I jus wanna noe wat’s goin on. Den I ask cindy wat’s da point add me in their conversation, she say nth jus wanna chat nia. Noe wat da mouse do? Hehe. He close dat window!! WTF!! I’m da 1 suppose 2 close eh. Don wan me in da conversation jus say ma, den I leave can liao lo. y shud do until lyk dis leh? Lyk I’m da 1 who spoil their conversation. Wahaha. Den I ask cindy lo, she say he stil wanna b frens wid me. Den I tel her dat, 4 me he’s betrayin me n say out all da things dat I say nt 2 say out. When he’s alone n needs frens, I’m oways der 4 him. Y he wanna do such a things dat make me ngry. He noe I wil b ngry n mad at him, wat’s da point n purpose he do dat. Cindy say he wanna b fren wid me, I dono wat’s da reason dat I cant 4gv him. I reali mad n ngry. 4 me, he cant b forgive…

jus nw me n my biao sao go pasar malam n buy many things 2 eat. so suang ah. wahaha. nx tym i stil wanna go. hehe

missing avone!!!

Erm… most of dem went bak 2 their home town le, onli left me in sibu. I’m goin bak soon as well. Hehe. Even tough dey left onli 4 a few days, but I oredi started 2 miss dem le. I reali don lyk 2 b separated from avone. 4 me da word separate is reali da worst thing ever. Hehe. 2day I cried, nt bcos I’m hapi o sad but is dat someone ask me 1 question den I cant control myself. Since last tym, when I heard someone say abt “dis” topic I sure wil cry. No matter in front who. Hehe. Start from tomoro, I hv 2 wake up early early in da morning le. I miss avone. i miss da life here n oso in bru. I mis da tym we had b4. I mis avthing.

sh*t

Thanks 2 da stupid wireless, I din on9 4 so many days le. Dis few days hv many things happen. Hai~ I tot dis tym I wil gt gd results 4 da exam, but who noes… nope. Mayb I wil fail in da exam. Me n yue say hao le, if 1 of us fail both of us wont cum bak le. I’m so sad. Actuali I reali hv confidence 2 gt gd marks de, but… I 4gt avthin I studied when havin da exam. SHIT. Den I went 2 c zhang dong liang. Wow!! He’s reali reali yentao eh. Den his voice veli nice. But da point I wanna say, da ppl in si*u reali no manners eh. Stand on da chairs n block ppls’ view. Dey r lyk da ppl from kampun 2 city. I told yue, dis kind of scene wont b c in miri o bru de. Oh my god. Reali terrible, dey make me da kai yan jie. At last me n yue don wanna lose, we oso stand on da chair. Stupid ppl.

Yesterday is da last exam 4 me, I oso no confidence wid dat subject. Hai~ my mama gt phone me, I told her dat i hv no confidence den if fail I don wanna study le. She din scold me but she say knt b lyk dat. Hai~~ den at noon tym der’s a gatherin 4 dis sem. 16 ppls r goin n 1 our eng lecturer. After dat we went 2 shoppin. Noe wat? My antibodies reali nt gd. Dey open da window 4 onli a while nia, den I catch a cold le. I’m suferrin nw.

Nite tym, we hv a gatherin agen. Wid hostel de frens. It was reali fun 2 hv so many ppl eatin dinner 2gether. Den keep on singin, shoutin, playin lo. Hehe. I’m sufferin bcos my stupid nose make me keep on sneezing. Hai~!! Hehe. But we r reali hvin fun. After dat, I go bak sleep cos I’m reali nt feelin well. Hehe. Even tough me n yue r goin bak soon but I’m nt reali hapi eh. I oso dono y. both of us keep on shoutin wanna go bak but when da tym cum, nt hapi but gt a lil sad sad. Y??

coffee, my fren???

today is da 1st day we start our final exams. oh my god. dis few days i keep on memorizing all da point 4 exams. my head wil burst soon le. hehe. i don enuf sleep 4 few days le. jus keep on studyin n playin nia. I hv 2 drink coffee avday 2 let myself nt 2 fall asleep while I’m studyin. I woke up at 6 dis morning, wake up 2 study. I’m quite hapi 4 da exam 2day nt reali hapi bcos mayb I cant gt silver merit 4 communication. Some of da points I studied b4 den when I was answerin da question I cant remember da answer. I so mad at myself y I don study earlier 4 da progress test? If I studied at dat tym, I sure wil gt silver merit 4 communication le. All is bcos of da progress test!! Hai~~ yue is asleep nw, den I wanna study da nx subject le. I’m reali tired but I wanna challenge myself. My gastric gt problems le, last tym I oways wil gastric pain den nw I stil keep on drinkin coffee. Once I drink coffee, I wil feel uncomfortable. If I study too much, I wil feel headache n cant continue 2 study le. But no choice, onli coffee can help me nw. bcos I wanna gt gd results, don wanna let my parents disappointed. Hope dat I can do wat I aim 4. I found a reali gd way 2 release stress le. Dis morning b4 I go exam, me, yue n a fren play lami b4 we go exam. Den when luch tym, we play 4 an hour, after dat dey went bak 2 sleep le. Avone is so hardworking n putting efforts 4 their exams. Me too. Good luck 2 avone.

i'm studyin 4 exams?!?!?!!

tomoro is my final exam le. i dono y dis tym i wil go study n memorise those i need 2 memorise. if last tym, i wont care so much jus keep on playin n 4gt abt da exams. da reasons i gv myslef is bcos i tink da fees here is more expensive den when i was in chms. hehe. last nite me n yue learn da NEGARAK*'s rap. we learn til i headache. hehe. den i found dat me n yue r totally different kinds of ppls. den how cum we r such a gd frens leh??? hehe. strange leh. wahah. tonite i'm goin 2 study avthin bcos i wanna gt at least 2 silver merit, dat's mean 2 A-(75-79%). i hope dat i wont disappointed my parents n wanna challenge myslef, bcos i nv feel lyk study n memorise da tips da tcher. i need 2 grow up le. i wanna challenge myself n let avone noe dat i can study de. i'm nt stupid n i hv da ability 2 study!! i'm aimin 2 go 2 south australia university, so start from nw on, i hv 2 push myelf. n learn 2 do all da things nt at last min. good luck avone.