新的自己！

常常有人告诉我，别对人太好。对我来说， 我能帮多少就帮多少。可是我发觉有些人会把你的帮忙当作方便。当你需要帮忙时就假装不知道。说出的承诺也做不到，致使讲讲而已。因为他们觉得没有必要兑现那些承诺。需要帮忙时就甜言蜜语，不需要你的时候就把你当垃圾。以前的我，有人需要我的帮忙时，如果能帮到我一定帮忙。我觉得我有一天也需要别人的帮忙，所以帮人是应该的。

但，对现在的我来说，别人需要帮忙时，不一定要帮。因为他们不一定会感激你的帮忙。我知道不是每一个人都这样，所以我只会对某些人好而已。我是一个不会分辨好人与坏人的人。我常常因为朋友弄得自己不开心。我知道那些人是真心的，所以这只是针对某些人而已。 我知道这样的自己可能会惹人讨厌，但是我会选择这样做是因为在我身边有太多虚伪的人了。这样会让自己开心一点，至少是为自己活不是为了别人！人是现实的！世界太现实了。

Happy day~

It's a nice day I had been through. I woke up early and went to the beach with some of my friends. The sun shines so brightly. They prepared many foods and we keep on eating since morning till afternoon. Oh my god! I really can't control myself from eating because all the foods are so delicious. We play swing and volleyball too; it is such a long time I didn't play with those games.

Then we went to the night market. There were many delicious foods there. I was so happy when I see so many delicious foods. This night market is set because of the sultan's birthday. The thing I hate the most is it rains when we were walking around the night market. So we went to our school and wait for the rain to stop.

There is something that makes me unhappy that happened today. First, my stomach starts to be crazy. I think maybe I ate something wrong then I keep on going to the toilet. Second, it rains when I tried to walk around at the night market.

borin~

Yeah! I'm back to my home sweet home. I had slept for more than 12 hours since last night. But now I still feel sleepy. What can I do now? Sleep again?! I don't know what I should do for my long holiday. When I'm studying then I wish to have a long holiday then now when I'm having holiday I wish that there will be many things to let me do.

I'm so worried for my results, scared that I can't get what I aimed for. I want to go vacation but not staying home doing nothing. I was so boring, watching stupid movie then chatting. Argh~

I HATE MYSELF!!!

I am so mad at myself. When I was having exam, I can't remember what I had studied. I prepared for the exam since few days ago. I memorized everything but when I was writing for the exam I can't remember anything. I really don't know what myself is doing. I wish to have a better grade but now, I think I won't have good result for this subject. Everything is ruin! I hate myself for being so useless. I hate my stupid brain. I hate studying and memorizing. HATE IT!

Funny Experience~

I had a funny experience during the prom night. That day we went to set our hair. When on the way back, it started to rain. Who knows my car fuel almost empty? So I went to the petrol station and wanted to pump oil. There were four of us at the petrol station to pump oil with weird hairstyle. For others maybe it’s too weird with this kind of hairstyle.

When we tried to pump oil, only we realize no one of us know how to pump oil. Oh my god! It was so funny. Weird peoples went to pump oil but did not know how to pump oil. We tried to open the cover but even the cover we did not know to open.

At last, we asked the worker to help us. If not I think we will stuck there till even night time? Ha-ha. Last time when at Brunei, my mum will be the one to pump oil. The workers will sure help to pump. I don’t need to worry about it. Then mum will be the one paying but now I need to pay myself.

Hmmm...

I’m having bad mood now. I didn’t angry at anyone or anything. Just feel unhappy. Really feel bad! I wish that I will have an opportunity to work during the holidays so that I can buy anything I want without asking money from my parents. Now everything I need to share with others. The things I want to buy cost me a lot. I want to buy printer and camera.

That’s mean I don’t need to share with others. I will have my own things. I always use others’ things. Thanks to them and sorry for always using all your things. Ha-ha. I don’t know why that I will such thinking. I don’t want to lose, must win. For me, this kind of thinking maybe will let me sad when I lose. What should I do? Hmmm…

“法证先锋2”

今天没有心情读书
决定把戏看完
最近看了一部很好看的戏
“法证先锋2”
很喜欢这部戏
它让我废寝忘食
里面的角色演得都很逼真
我把结局看完的
剧情很好看也很紧张
我很生气！！
不是因为戏不好看
是因为最后的结局不是我想要的
可是结局其实也不错
只是。。。
哈哈！一定要自己看了才明白
介绍你们这部戏
如果还没看，一定要看
一定不会后悔的
“法证先锋2”