Sorry and Thank you

Today is the last day of year 2007. So, I have something to tell my friends. Hope that everyone will be happy when the New Year starts.

I want to say sorry,
To those whom ever hurt by me
To those whom I’m being rude
To those whom ever quarrel with me
To those whom were disappointed by me
To those whom were sad and unhappy because of me

I want to say thank you,
To those whom ever help me
To those whom were beside me when I need them
To those whom give me advice
To those whom hate me
To those whom make me happy

Wish you all have a very lucky and happy year. Hope that everything will be going smoothly and will get good results during exams, happy always, have a healthy body, all your wish may come true and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

troublesome go away!!!!

I’m exhausted. I had no time to update my blog(sorry for that). I had no enough sleep then need to do lots of work. I was helping my cousin for this holiday. Everyday need to do lots of things, can’t sleep even I’m tired. I knew that they were more tired than me but I don’t really suits myself to this kind of life. If helping for few days were fine but if for the whole holiday I can’t. Even though I can’t I still need to work everyday and let myself suits this kind of life because I need to pay the money for the trip to Kuching last time. I cut my hands, forget things that I need to do, always not in the mood and think lots of things (don’t know what I’m thinking), and can’t sleep well in the night. I had lots of things to worry and also to do. But I don’t have the time to do. Hope that everything will be better when the New Year comes. Troublesome loves to be with me, whatever I do there will be a trouble waiting for me.

bad mood!!

I was having bad mood from early morning till now. Everything that I do was not going smoothly. My hands were pain and there was a bubble on it. I put my hand into the hot water then my brain told me that,” girl, the water is hot!” Then only I took my hand out but it was too late. I also sprained my hand. I’m really exhausted. I keep on washing things and helping for 6 hours. I heard a bad news from my mum. Oh shit!!! Don’t ask me what happened. I’m here just to release all my stress.

pictures.. Floodin!!!

The whole neighbour hood is gone!!
Very scary...
Half of the gate is gone...

The water has covered the ground floor.
At the town...
Fire station

The water level has covered the whole car tyre.
The water goes in my aunt's house.
My aunt's house


The kids are playing..
Chalky and milky water...

Traffic congestion

The kancil was so brave~!!

The rescuer and the boat.

The whole road is fully with water..

Flooding!!! Oops!!

I had been very excited since early morning. I woke up early at around 3a.m in the morning. Know why I’m excited? Hehe. It was because Sibu is flooded. Wow! This is the second time I saw flooding in Sibu. The roads and even the houses were being attacked by the flooding. The last time I saw flooding was on my cousin’s marriage ceremony, I think it was 3 years ago. The water level was so high, it covered until my knee. This flooding cause heavy traffic congestion and also some of the people need to move their things to other places. This flooding made a lot of people can’t go to work, causes a lot of problems to the people here. For my cousins, they faced some problems too. My aunt house was flooded; they had to move the cars to the roadside. They had to carry the stock from the house to the car, it was quite bothersome.

Some of the places really faced serious flooded. We went to send stock to some places; the water level was too high for the normal. Luckily their car is higher. Some of the car can’t move and stuck on the road, some car can’t even pass through the flooded road; some of the peoples were carrying their kids leaving their flooded house. Even though I was excited to see flooding but they were really pity.

I think few years later Sibu will be sinking because the ground level was lowered. Hope that it won’t rain till the water become lower. This is one of the Sibu’s characteristic. Flood when there is heavy rain. There are some interesting pictures which are taken by photographer zhong AR yee !

Early in the morning ^^

The car was stucked and cant moved...

The drain is full with water

The road is fully covered with water

All the things are floating above the water

The cat is so pity, on top of the roof :(

The whole village is flooding

My aunt's house...

The plants are dyin...

Help!! the motorcycles are drowning.. haha

My cousin and his wife~!!! so sweet... +_+

it was so shame!!!!!!

I had been moody since morning, feel like something bad will be happening. Something really happens. In the afternoon, I helped my cousin. His factory was very wet and slippery. I was so “lucky”, my shoes were too slippery then I slipped and fell. I was lying on the floor; luckily my head didn’t knock on the floor. Luckily only the maid saw me fell. It was really shame. I haven’t fallen for quite a long time since yue’s birthday. I hope that there will be a hole for me to hide inside or there will be a guy showing his hand to pull me up (same as the fairly tales), but I know it was just a dream. If there’s a guy showing his hand like a gentleman, I will fly up to the sky. I will sure fall in love with that person. As if it will happen. It was just a stupid and impossible dream!!

Money $$

Most of my friends at the college are working on the holidays. They are earning their own pocket money to minimize the burden of their family. They were spending the holidays not for playing but earning money. I need to learn from them because I really spent a lot when I was studying this few months and the trip to Kuching. It seems like I need to grow up and learn to earn money by my own and not spending so much money. Holidays are not for playing but earning money?? Am I right??

stress...

I’m having so much stress because of someone which makes me had a nightmare last night. I didn’t sleep well and dream of something that’s scary. My shoulder was so pain and I can’t even do anything. I am so tired now. I know it's the time for me to learn how to release stress but not blaming anyone or anything. Thanks for those who were beside me yesterday. Thanks a lot.

why? how come?

害怕，
别人的关心
别人对我好
别人的好意
别人的疼爱
别人的保护


因为，
担心对他们不够好
担心不小心的伤害
担心只是一场误会
担心那只是同情
担心只有一瞬间

不知道
从什么时候开始
会想很多
会害怕
会担心

可是，
还是希望
被关心
被疼爱
被保护

应该是多心
为什么我会想这么多呢？
还是不能阻止自己胡思乱想

hapi bufday 2 guairen 4!!!!

hapi bufday 2 u,
hapi bufday 2 u,
hapi bufday 2 ah hwa,
hapi bufday 2 u.


hehe. i can't sing dis song 2 u dis yr n oso can't help u 2 celebrate. but anyway, may all ur dream cum true. jia you. all da best,

Emily~!!!

I found something cute that happen just now. My little niece named Emily. She’s so cute and funny. Nowadays, the kids are so clever. Her dad made her bottle fall and she asked her dad, how come you didn’t say sorry. When I heard what she said, I couldn’t stop laughing. It was really funny to see a 3 years old kid saying this. She keeps on saying things that the adults say. When she’s angry, she told her dad and mum that beware of her because she will scold them. She also makes ugly faces to her parents. It was so funny. All her thinking and reactions are totally same as the adults. It was quite fun when she's around.

Cute little emily...

headache...

Oh my god!! My head is going to burst. It starts raining from the early morning. I went out without an umbrella and now I’m having headache. Everyone must remember to bring umbrella when it’s raining outside. It is because it’s quite suffering when headache. This makes my mood very bad.

I feel like everyone besides me keep on saying something about love. Is love everything for everyone? I don’t think so. Then I found out something, the thinking of human is really strange. And also the relationships between humans are weak and can’t be tested.

Sorry to someone because I think I'm rude to you. If I'm realy rude or hurt you, I'm sorry.

Tagged...

I was tagged...

Q1. You can’t stand the most?
A person that is over confidence and proud.
Q2. What is true love?
I don’t really know. Maybe is something that enjoying life with the person that you loved.
Q3. What you hope before death?
Done everything that I wanted to do and enjoying my life.
Q4. Had one-night stand before? Why?
Of course not, because I hate that kind of things?? Not really know.
Q5. Will you change the point-of-view of a particular person because of his words?
Not really, I will find out whether is that the truth or not.
Q6. What you wanted the most to accomplish now?
All the assignments.
Q7. If your husband have an ultra-marriage love, will you cry or fight or suicide?
Of course not, what’s the point? I will be tougher and live happily ever after.
Q8. How can you feel happiness?
When everything going smoothly.

The following 8 luckiest persons, you know what you should do?
Ruey hwa
Wan yen
Hua lik
Yung wah
Zhi siong
Khim
Zing Seng
Pei yi

happy... ^^

Finally we had ended our trip at Kuching. Feels like a boring holidays going to start soon. Everyone went back to their hometown but I’m going to stay here. Ha-ha. It’s ok for me because I need 2 concentrate on my assignments and my sister and brother won’t be at home.

I spent the whole day at grandpa’s hostel, online and chit chatting. Grandma came and played with us. At night time we went out and eat. Grandma brought us went shopping. We went to visit my father and also grandpa. We saw funny masks and wore it. I’m having quite a happy day. Keep on doing something funny and stupid. I love and enjoying this kind of life.

This is what we did at the supermarket. A small kid saw us taking photo, her emotion shows that how come we were doing this.

Friendss...

Our trip had ended today. Everyone went back for their holidays. We were separated, some going back by plane to miri, to sibu; we went back to sibu by bus. I went to the airport to say goodbye with them. I ever told khim that her friends didn't treated her as a closed friend. She talked to me, she said that she also feel that they had something hiding her. She felt very upset. I'm a kind of person that is very sensitive with those relationships thing. But she's those even someone betray her, she doesn't know. I hope that she will be tougher to face everything and become more alert to everything.

It rains the whole journey. I become moody and start thinking all those nonsense. I felt lucky because I think a lot. That makes me know what the others are thinking and also what will happened later. Besides that, I will also alert to everything that are surrounding me. I hate those who say my thinking is childish. Please stop saying me childish. I admit that while I'm playing, I'm childish. But my thinking is not childish; at least I'm more mature compare to the others.